I need a smoke. And I need to sign this paper here so i can get the stock options that I'm not allowed to touch (yes, I know how this all works, I've been in the corporate world for a while now, just felt like bitching).
If there's one thing I hate, it's being worried about people and not being able to do a damn thing about it. I hate feeling helpless. Even if maybe I wouldn't be able to do anything anyway, I'd like to at least have the chance to try (guess you can't always get what you want, huh?). Errrrggggggg...ok, ok, I'm gonna try and calm down.
Time for the aforementioned cigarette.