Someone I recently began speaking to has decided they hate me.
This person was hurting, due to a very rough time in their life, and I tried to be there for them. For a while, they were caustic and indifferent, but this was apparently how they treated most people. After a while, we seemed to actually be friends, and I liked that, because this person was not bad, was not mean, was just hurt...a lot.
Now, however, I am hated. Not for anything I ever did, but just because they got such a 'bad vibe' from checking out the journal of someone I know, that they can't take even talking to me. Won't even really tell me WHY, just that.
Well, that sucks. However, I will not apologize for those I count as close to me. I don't like this situation, but I apparently cannot affect it. Well, I give of myself freely, and sometimes it's not accepted. I don't like it, but I'm not gonna fall apart at the seams over it.