God of Thunder and Rock'n'Roll (archmage) wrote,
God of Thunder and Rock'n'Roll
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I'm really trying, trying hard not to get worked up about tomorrow. Out of four participants in the new game group I'm getting started up, I've got confirmations from two to be here (one lives here, obviously), and confirmation from one other of unfortunate work entanglements this week, and the fourth I'm feeling pretty good about.

I don't want to get worked up, and allow any possibility of getting let down to creep in. This means too much to me to be able to take that again. Feel free to call me crazy or something for being this attached to something this, well, minor, but it isn't minor to ME. It's looking good, and that's great, and I'm trying to be very Taoist about it, very Zen...so I'm doing all I can to distract myself and think about it only so far as being prepared (which I'm doing tomorrow).

But, damn, it's hard to not think about, and hard to not to be excited about it. I WANT to be excited about it, but I can't handle having it crumble again.

Hope for the best.
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