I don't want to get worked up, and allow any possibility of getting let down to creep in. This means too much to me to be able to take that again. Feel free to call me crazy or something for being this attached to something this, well, minor, but it isn't minor to ME. It's looking good, and that's great, and I'm trying to be very Taoist about it, very Zen...so I'm doing all I can to distract myself and think about it only so far as being prepared (which I'm doing tomorrow).
But, damn, it's hard to not think about, and hard to not to be excited about it. I WANT to be excited about it, but I can't handle having it crumble again.
Hope for the best.