I find it easier to stand Cha's presence, now that I don't HAVE to care. Don't get me wrong, I STILL don't want her around, but I'm not as grumbly and ready to kil her. I still plan on spending the weekend at Heidi's again, for the most part. Every so often, I get another glimpse at how she feels towards me...*g* It's a great feeling, to be attractive like this again.
Going out to shoot pool tonight with her and Charlie and ALice, maybe even Lisa. I'm loving life again.