God of Thunder and Rock'n'Roll (archmage) wrote,
God of Thunder and Rock'n'Roll
archmage

Been in a bit of a slump the last day or so, no idea why. It'll pass, no worries. In the meantime, I'm just kinda feeling like surplus to my own life. I tend to judge my own worth by what I do for other people, and when those things I do are then done by others, I have less use...and right now, I'm feeling kinda useless.

Like I said, it'll pass. I know I'm not useless, and I know if I asked for it several people would come forward and tell me differently, and how much I mean to them and am useful to them, and yadda yadda yadda...I know all this. This is why 1) I'm not asking for that, and 2) I know it'll pass because it's just me being moody.

Got a line on a job yesterday. Not anything like "what I do", but a job, nevertheless, as a medical courier. Would be easy, I could do it standing on my head, and the pay's not bad. Not 100% sure I want to do it. Probably should, though. Guess it can't hurt to apply. Just feels odd...keep in mind that I've only worked for myself for the last 3 years. A job-type job again? Yikes.
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