Like I said, it'll pass. I know I'm not useless, and I know if I asked for it several people would come forward and tell me differently, and how much I mean to them and am useful to them, and yadda yadda yadda...I know all this. This is why 1) I'm not asking for that, and 2) I know it'll pass because it's just me being moody.
Got a line on a job yesterday. Not anything like "what I do", but a job, nevertheless, as a medical courier. Would be easy, I could do it standing on my head, and the pay's not bad. Not 100% sure I want to do it. Probably should, though. Guess it can't hurt to apply. Just feels odd...keep in mind that I've only worked for myself for the last 3 years. A job-type job again? Yikes.