Besides, I categorically refuse to regularly take anything that is going to make me fuzzy-headed for something that only comes up occasionally. As dravengodvamp put it, "Frank likes his mania, and I understand that, it's when you're the most creative." I don't need something to treat bipolar disorder, I just want something that might take the edge off the anger/annoyance when it rears it's ugly head. Christ, he could have given me Valium, I'd have been happy.
Anyway, Dianna called to cancel my follow-up appointment and let them know that I wasn't going to take this stuff, but that we wanted a new appointment to discuss getting something better done with my various problems, seeing as how I was seriously NOT satisfied with how yesterday went. Sadly, we soonest we could get in to see him is one day closer than my old appointment, but whatever. I may try to get a referral out of him to see an actual mental health professional, and see where that goes.