God of Thunder and Rock'n'Roll (archmage) wrote,
God of Thunder and Rock'n'Roll
archmage

*grunt*

Finally broke down completely yesterday. Just not doing well with this caretaker thing. I'm not going into detail, just suffice it to say that I am sick to fucking death of the whole thing, and it's driving me apeshit...and that is VERY at odds with my sense of duty, which doesn't fuckin' help. And before anyone asks, no, no one else can give me time off, which wouldn't help anyway. A day off won't do any good, because I still have to come back. The problem isn't the job, it's the subject, HE'S gotta change, and that's not happening.

Just basically unhappy. Other situations in life making me unhappy as well, and that just adds to it all.

Dianna's co-worker showed up last night, out of the blue, and had brought us groceries. Sweet, and not like we couldn't use it, but that really struck a blow to me. I'm glad I had to go to the bathroom, I didn't want to even see that.

Awakened about 2am, because the power went out and reset the clocks. Thankfully, my alarm is my cell phone. Awakened again around 3:30am by car alarms. Same alarms at 5am. Di's alarm at 6:30am. Got back to sleep about 5 minutes before my own alarm at 7:30am. So, I'm dragging, and I seem to be doing this a lot. I just don't seem to be able to stay asleep, lately.

Got here at 8:30am. It's now 8:50, and Ray hasn't said a word to me, not one. Yeah, THAT makes me feel wanted, thanks a fuckin' BUNCH. Just sit there with your headphones on and watch the Discovery Channel, ignore me, will ya? Thanks. (EDIT: oh, finally took the 'phones off and spoke to me...to tell me what work he needs done today. Yeah, good morning to you, too, fucker.)

It's days like this that I find myself on the road and think how easy it would be to let the car drift off and slam into something really solid. Yeah, happy fucking birthday, Frank.
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