I wasn't certain earlier today, but now I am...I'm starting to go through one of my phases. Joy, joy and rapture. Well, fine, at least I can just be depressed in peace, and keep myself occupied, and maybe it'll pass quicker since things are pretty good at the moment.
Heidi told Alice last night that she thought I told her I loved her the night before and didn't know what to do. I know I thought it, but I don't think I said it, so she was probably mistaken, but who knows for sure? Regardless, Alice assured her that, knowing the sitch, I wouldn't do that to her...and then Heidi admitted that she loves me, too, and that she's a little down that she finally found a man that she really thinks could 'put up with her' and she has to move away. Well, hell, shit and damnation. At least, I can look at this as more of a chance that she will come back...because I love her. But enough of that for the moment, I don't need to drag myself down any more, next thing you know, I'll be writing bad angst poetry in black ink, on black paper, in a room with the lights out, listening to Ronny James Dio.
Paid bills and realized I have no spare money. There go several plans I had.
I really hope my cellphone shows up soon, I'm actually anxious for it (*shudder*).
Supposed to have people over tomorrow night for movies, looks like it's gonna be me, Alice, Heidi, Scott, and Veronica. Guess this means I better clean up the place, and I should get some posters up, I HATE blank walls. Good thing I'm not tired...