House full of people, four different kinds of ribs, salads (veggie, potato, and fruit), garlic breads, cheese straws, veggies and dips, soda/tea/booze, sun, grass, sprinkler, and damn good company...holy shit, good times. Met fun people, made new friends, showed off admirably, grill-wise, surrounded by gaming geeks. Oh yes, this was a day of days.
Frank's a (mostly) happy guy.
As for the cryptic post previously...look, I'm going through a weird time right now. I'm not happy with some stuff on a personal level, and by that I mean parts of me that I'm not happy with. I'm trying to figure out what to do about them, and while I'm seeing the issues, I'm not seeing solutions that I can live with or that will actually work. Something I am seeing, though...because someone finally pointed it out to me...is the effect it's having on others and how it's coming across, and I'm not happy about that, either. Anyway, more detail later to those few that I trust to hear what I have to say without judgment, and that I trust to tell me what I need to hear, not what I want to hear.
If you know me and you deal with me at all, I'm just asking you to hang in there and gimme a chance. I'm trying to get my shit together on this.
