May 15th, 2004

Cry Blood (Hurt)

Memories

Holy shit...ok, oddities.

So, earlier today, just kinda random, I got to thinking about cenobitten, who I still miss, to this day. Just one of those things that pops into your head, right? Not long after, I fire up messenger, and get this random IM, no idea who it is. they say 'hi", and then, out of the blue, person asks, "...is your name frank, or am i retarded?" Turns out it's Jellie, Cyn's oldest daughter...we talked some, right after Cyn's death, but haven't since then. She said she found my pic on her computer, and was trying to figure out who it was, and then she happened to see me on messenger, put two and two together, and Bob's your uncle. Says that catching up to me like this is probably Cyn's doing, to say congrats about getting married.

It's been a long convo since then, just chatting and catching up and all, and it's been a lot of fun. But, yeesh, I didn't expect the memories to come flooding back quite this hard...I've been fighting back a few tears, to say the least. Been just over two years...

Cyn was my dear spirit-sister, and will always have a special place in my soul, forever. Miss ya, girl.