February 28th, 2007

Worship Chaos

No More Words

I'm tired of being lied to.

Even when it's unintentional, I'm fucking tired of it. I'm tired of being told something is happening when it isn't, or isn't happening when it clearly is. I'm tired of being told I'll get something that I won't. I'm tired of being told someone will do something that they then don't do, or won't do something that they turn around and do anyway. I'm tired of being told I won't have to deal with something that becomes my sole responsibility. Don't bother anymore. I'm through being lied to.

You know what I'd like? To be able to just say "You do not give anymore, I take. You do not offer anymore, I command." But that's not the way it works, and not the way I want to live.