September 12th, 2007

Worship Chaos

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3 days. 3 fucking days that lasted. Good god, that was the worst one yet. That was just...creepy, really. It got to the point where I was angry and depressed, and I knew I was angry and depressed for no reason, and yet, inside, I wanted to be angry and depressed, even though I didn't want to be...and I know that doesn't really make sense, but that's what it's like.

Man, that sucked. But hey, it seems to be finally passing, I went to bed actually laughing (well, joking, Dianna was laughing), slept well, and rose early. The world wanted to give me one little test, I guess, by logging me out of LJ for no apparent reason, right in the middle of reading it, and making sure that I had long since forgotten my password (I leave it on "stay logged in"). Got that handled with little worries, though.

My apologies to synabetic for missing his birthday, and a shout out to fairie_lark on hers today.

Based on a silly idea that chaosreality and I had Friday night, I'm now running a new CoH character...who is a giant walking stalk of broccoli. Go figure. Actually, I've gotten into the Tanker thing pretty hard lately, which is funny, since, previously, I was so incapable of playing tanks to save my life.

I did keep up reading LJ, just didn't feel like posting my own crap while I was 'gone.' Christ, I am really, really sick of all the "9/11" stuff. Can we please try to get over this? I'm just tired of it. If it's symbolic of anything, it's symbolic of the fact that we as a country need to clean up our own backyard before we go trying to run the world, and we need to remember that not everyone is us.

Let's see, got my tix for the H.P. Lovecraft Film Festival, so I'm pretty well set, there. Also, talked to caliban and confirmed that he is gonna make it up here this year for it, so I'll have my Evil Little Lawn Gnome around for a few days, which is always a hoot and a half. Heh, sweet...speaking of Texans, I REALLY need to call dravengodvamp...

So, today starts that little creative thing I cryptically mentioned recently. No, I'm still not telling you what it is, yet. lemme get things going, see where I'm heading, details soon. I have a tough act to follow and some serious work ahead...and that's just fine.

Anyway, a heap of thanks to my lovely wife diannarae for dealing with me in the best way possible, namely, leaving me the Hell alone while I get my head straight. Also, a whole 'nother heap of thanks to my Brother cobie and to chathandle for being there and being understanding.
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