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29 August 2001 @ 11:48 am
More Non-Surprises, More Happiness  
Well, I have been recovering all kinds of things that I lost in the re-imaging of my work machine; namely, I've been re-bookmarking all my lost bookmarks. Included in this, of course, is all the LJU communities and journals that I actually keep up with (more than i thought!). this led me to catching the latest post from my darlin' Heidi, insteadofsilent.

I can't say that I am surprised. Her lack of response to my outpouring Sunday night was pretty much what i had expected, and that is all cool. But now I know a little more why, and I am even more OK with it, even more happy, and even more in love with her.

You might not get it, if you read the entry, but then, YOU don't have to, do ya? Just be happy for me. I'm happy for me, aren't you happy for me?

Oh, and on an unrelated note: today, like every other Wednesday, I just have to reiterate that free food at work kicks major booty.
Current Mood: bouncybouncy
Current Music: GWAR - Crack in The Egg
Tobey Cooketherpunk on August 29th, 2001 12:14 pm (UTC)
I haven't said much to you in a while because I couldn't find the words, but I thought I should set the record straight, in case you wondered.

Yes, I was mad at you when I heard how you broke it off with Chamblin. But after a little while I realized that you did what you had to do to make yourself happy. With Heidi, I can see you being a lot happier than you were, because you don't have kids to worry about supporting or anything.

Truth be told, I was mad for stupid reasons, and I really shouldn't have been. Someone who considers you a friend wouldn't act like that, and I'm ashamed to admit I did.

Figured it was finally time to come clean.
God of Thunder and Rock'n'Rollarchmage on August 29th, 2001 12:41 pm (UTC)
Well, I appreciate that. And yeah, i know that the way that Cha and I finally ended things wasn't the best way to do it, but it was what had to be done at that point. There was a lot of things going on that you don't know about. And, honestly, the kids weren't part of it, not really..hell, they kept me there a lot longer than I would have been, because I loved "my boys". And she and I are both happier now, and talk a lot, very friendly.

Regardless, fuck it. Consider it behind us. I hate losing a friend.
Tobey Cooketherpunk on August 29th, 2001 01:14 pm (UTC)
I'm glad to see that.

We should hang out soon, man. It's been too long.
hazeleyedgal_25 on August 29th, 2001 01:16 pm (UTC)
* does a happy dance for you* :)

Can't wait to meet ya sometime in Seattle
God of Thunder and Rock'n'Rollarchmage on August 29th, 2001 06:15 pm (UTC)
Coolio...I can use all the happy dancing I can get! And yes, I ammost looking forward to hanging wit'ya when you come down this way next.