There is a very good reason for my having this thing restricted right now, and once you DO read it, you'll understand why (although, in the very near future, I'll make it all public, it won't matter anymore). Mostly, there is someone I pointedly do NOT want reading it.
So, if you ended up here somehow, and want to see how my life has gone to hell in the recent past, and why, and how I'm gonna put myself out, give me a mail and tell me. There's a 99% chance I'll say 'Sure!' and add you to my friends list.