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20 January 2004 @ 10:36 am
Back On Track  
OK, OK, That's It.TM

My apologies to any and all that have been worried about me for the last couple of days. I know I've been uncommunicative and withdrawn and basically a big poopie-head about things, and that stops as of now. I've had a good three days to deal with my shite, and it's time to move on, and thus, I declare an end to the festivities of self-pity.

For those that were curious, I'm not going into detail here. Suffice it to say that I received some news that made me feel extremely bad about myself, and made me also feel that something that I have always wanted and which I had basically resigned myself to only getting in a minor way by proxy was taken away from me. As for the first, well, I'm not going to feel bad about myself for it anymore, as I still feel I am in the right. As for the second...no one can take it completely away from me unless I let them, and just because it's been lessened, doesn't mean I can't use it to my advantage anyway. So there...take that, Fate.

So, that being said, time to quit with the self-indulgent pity-party. So, hey, I'm back...and ready to seriously rant! Fear me!
 
 
Current Mood: back in the saddle
Current Music: Smashing Atoms - Cannibal 44
 
 
ex_nostradom25 on January 20th, 2004 10:39 am (UTC)
Um, hey...
Don't beat yourself up for being a normal person. I, for one, was not worried at all about you. We all get kicked in the scrot (or labia) from time to time and that can require quite a few days of "me time", "pity party", whatever. You're smart so I didn't worry for one second.

I'm sorry you received news like that. But I see you have picked up the axe and are charging over the hill. Faboo! :)
God of Thunder and Rock'n'Roll: Smackdown (Anger)archmage on January 20th, 2004 02:52 pm (UTC)
Re: Um, hey...
RRRAAAARRRRGGGHHH!!!!! Nothing stops me!
My Life As A Military Wife & Motherbabyinga on January 20th, 2004 10:46 am (UTC)
Fear you? Never Adore you? Always
God of Thunder and Rock'n'Roll: The Mask (Laughing)archmage on January 20th, 2004 02:49 pm (UTC)
Sweeeeeet.
moonversion on January 20th, 2004 10:52 am (UTC)
That is one of the reasons I am in so much awe over you. You move on and keep going on your own terms.
God of Thunder and Rock'n'Roll: Heart In This Shellarchmage on January 20th, 2004 02:50 pm (UTC)
Wow...thank you. That's an incredible compliment, M. That means a lot to me.
fear & loathing on capitol hillgonzo_md on January 20th, 2004 11:50 am (UTC)
I still have whatever random piece of paper you wrote "FEAR ME" on in my car.
God of Thunder and Rock'n'Roll: Rock Zombiearchmage on January 20th, 2004 02:50 pm (UTC)
ROFL...rock!
fear & loathing on capitol hillgonzo_md on January 20th, 2004 02:58 pm (UTC)
oh, fuck...don't I feel stupid...I thought I was posting that in someone else's journal.

yes, this has officially been a long week already....=/
God of Thunder and Rock'n'Rollarchmage on January 20th, 2004 04:14 pm (UTC)
'S OK, bud.
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God of Thunder and Rock'n'Roll: Rock Bunnyarchmage on January 20th, 2004 02:51 pm (UTC)
Agreed!
daisydeadpetalsadrenalinegirl on January 20th, 2004 01:53 pm (UTC)
it's okay to have some self-pity every now and then, it just reminds us we are all human sometimes. glad you're back. *hugs*
God of Thunder and Rock'n'Roll: Tiger (*MROWR*)archmage on January 20th, 2004 02:51 pm (UTC)
Thanks, darlin'...good to be back.
Lady Dravenpurpleflake on January 20th, 2004 03:07 pm (UTC)
Keep on truckin
man I swear what is it the winter blues? seems to me everyone is going through the shits....Nice to se eyour not staying in them...what am I saying of corse you wouldnt stay icky your always rockin in my book
God of Thunder and Rock'n'Rollarchmage on January 20th, 2004 04:14 pm (UTC)
Re: Keep on truckin
I keep tryin', fer sher.
ttall on January 21st, 2004 01:51 pm (UTC)
I am terribly frightened. :)
God of Thunder and Rock'n'Rollarchmage on January 21st, 2004 02:01 pm (UTC)
Very good.