My apologies to any and all that have been worried about me for the last couple of days. I know I've been uncommunicative and withdrawn and basically a big poopie-head about things, and that stops as of now. I've had a good three days to deal with my shite, and it's time to move on, and thus, I declare an end to the festivities of self-pity.
For those that were curious, I'm not going into detail here. Suffice it to say that I received some news that made me feel extremely bad about myself, and made me also feel that something that I have always wanted and which I had basically resigned myself to only getting in a minor way by proxy was taken away from me. As for the first, well, I'm not going to feel bad about myself for it anymore, as I still feel I am in the right. As for the second...no one can take it completely away from me unless I let them, and just because it's been lessened, doesn't mean I can't use it to my advantage anyway. So there...take that, Fate.
So, that being said, time to quit with the self-indulgent pity-party. So, hey, I'm back...and ready to seriously rant! Fear me!